
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Smoke

Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Thrusting.
"When my heart whispered, 'Seek God,' my whole being replied, 'I'm seeking Him!' ( Psalm 27:8)
Every other version says "my heart responds." Being a Theology Major, I am not here to argue Translations ... but I really like that it says the whole being replies. How do we get our whole being to reply? Its not just words. We must act upon the seeking and the urging. We can not just respond verbally, but we must be physically trusted forward into the seeking of the Lord.!
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
#17
Tonight I finished my blanket! I have not worked on it for about two weeks, I was waiting for this last week of school. During needle club this afternoon, Addy showed my how to make a boarder, so I sat for a good two hours, long after the club had broken up so I could finish. I needed to take Angela to work, so I made Katie drive and I finished my last row in my car … I was so excited. I really didn’t think I was going to accomplish this one people. Its big and cozy and everyone wants one, but this first one is for me.
Next I am going to make a circle blanket … doesn’t that sound cool? I mean, seriously … who has a circle blanket?
The colors are Grey, Green and Purple, you cant really tell its purple though.
See how big it is? Fits on my bed, and it kinda matches!
#10
While in California we went to the Beach. It was so cold! Harmony opted not to bring any sweatshirts, because if it was cold enough to need sweatshirts, then we were not staying. Well, we found sweatshirts for the boys once we got there … but Harmony and I did not have any … and the boys wondered why we were leaving so soon!
I ran down to the waves, I touched them with my feet. They were crashing and large and dangerous looking. I don’t think I have ever seen such waves. I did not get in them. But seeing as I don’t think I will make it down to California again this year, I will have to say it counts. I didn’t swim in them, but I touched them… and that is good enough for me … unless I get to go back and actually swim … then I will make a new post.
Santa Rosa.
Two weeks ago I flew down to California to spend time with my Sister and her Family, have I told you what a delight those kids are? Solomon, Benjamin and Ellenor, you make a very proud Aunt! One day Harmony went to take a nap, I opted to take the boys to the park.
Solomon: Mama, I think I would like to show Auntie Heather the rose garden, and maybe we could bring some books and lay quietly in the grass.
Mama: Well Solomon, you would have to ask Auntie Heather.
Me:Solomon, I would LOVE to take you to a rose garden and lay in the grass and read books with you! Benjamin, would you like that?
Benjamin: Yes … if we could have a snack too.
And so we went and smelled the roses. And read books about horses. And laid in the grass. And ate a snack. And had a delightful two hours. How many 4 and 5 year old boys do you know that would enjoy such and adventure?
And Ellenor … she calls me Eegers. We are friends again, before she would call me Grandma when on the phone … now she knows who I am … perhaps my status of favorite Aunt is returning?
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Oh Enter in
Oh Prostitute there you are walking, I see you but I’m not gawking.
On the street your hearts in pain, I wonder if you feel like a crimson stain. Do you know that Jesus can wash you clean again?
Why did you give away your gold, price cheaply something that can’t be sold?
That pain and loneliness needs no longer define who you are, accept your identity in him and come on out of that bar.
Oh Prostitute there you are walking, I see you but I'm not gawking.
Daughter of Zion, see his arms open wide, run into the embrace, you no longer need to hide.
That fear in your eyes, its from believing lies … but do you know the one who hears all your cries?
Enter into his courts with thanksgiving, enter his courts and experience holy living.
Oh Prostitute there you are walking, I see you but I’m not gawking.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Coming
And my heart responds, "Lord I am coming." - Psalm 27:8
This verse has been stuck in my head for weeks now. When I sat down tonight determined to blog, its all I could think about. So, instead of this, I am going to that.
Friday, April 23, 2010
Ode to Sharell
Today Sharell moved to Idaho. Now, I know she will be back in like three weeks to go on vacation with her family. And that I will see her this summer, and that we will talk probably more than we do now… but for some reason, it is really hard that she moved. I mean, we were always going to live together, we would be perfect roommates you know.
I said goodbye to her today at the Starbucks by mall 205. I wrote on her car: “I love you” and “Idaho or BUST".” I think she liked it.
She is going to pursue all she has strived after. To be an adult, to be on her own, to take over the world. And she will. She has her nice new car, and some money in savings. And a boyfriend who she says is a man … so I trust her. Clayton, you are with a very worthy woman.
If you don’t know my little sister, you wont understand when I tell you about her role in my life. How our friendship is physical and face to face and intense and legit. You wouldn’t know how brave she is, and the strong woman she is for pushing through all the crap life has brought at her. And she still has joy and purpose and drive.
I know I left first, and that really I haven't been around, but its going to be weird you not being here Sharell. I think I might just fast Muchos Grascious all together. A little chuck of me melted today to see you “all grown up.” Though I know in my heart that the majority of our lives will probably be spent apart. Know that I love you, in such a way that I love no one else.
Love, your big sister.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
#12
Tonight we finished our game. Its been 16 months, I’ll admit, we thought it would take longer. It was Christmas break 2008, and Heather got snowed in at my house. In order to escape boredom we started a two person game of rummy … playing to 10,000. If you don’t know, an average hand of rummy gets each person about 100 points … so you can see how many games we have had to play. Pretty much every time we have seen each other in the past year and half we have played, even if it just for like 15 minutes. It’s been what we did!
About a month ago I realized that we needed something to play for. So we created this: If I won, Heather had to make me any dinner I wanted and get me a shirt that declared my winning. If Heather won, I have to go on any hike she wants for a weekend campout.
Heather won. I played “We are the Champion's” and she did a happy dance. She told me I need to start working out cause we are going hiking soon. I am a little scared. But then, I realized that an overnight hiking trip is on my list too, #9.
Final score? 10,100 to 9,825. Now that we are done … what are we going to do when we are together? Well … we are looking at starting a new game … just not rummy. Oh, and I plan on winning this time.
Friday, April 16, 2010
Thailand
When I was there, I said I wanted to stay forever. By the end, I decided that I didn't based upon the heat being too intense and my lack of interest in such a huge city or living on a beach. The farther away I get from there, the more I want to go back. I need to go back. Of the 13 Countries I have been to outside of America, it is the only one I think about daily, the only one I could see myself going back to.
I splurged tonight to buy myself Thai dinner on the urging of Jerren. It was a disappointment. I should have paid like a dollar more to get the Pine Apple Fried Rice. Now, I sit with a cup of hot Thai Chai and am happy ... but still dreaming of that wonderful land...
Me
- Heather W.
- Portland, Oregon, United States